A Living Thanks: Tiffany’s Story

In celebration of Lightwork’s 30th Anniversary

I took my first Lightwork meditation class in 2007 and was immediately struck by how helpful I found the tools. I took each of the classes successively, and in every instance, found myself riveted—supported by the depth of information and how helpful the practice was in my life.

Now, years later, as a full-time meditation teacher, it’s an interesting process to find words to describe why I love this work so much.

I’ll start with some history…

I was a camp counsellor for years in my youth and LOVED it. I credit that experience with now being able to live off-grid at an Ecovillage, which I adore. Over time, I held various roles in the social service sector—always in support capacities.

While I was occasionally encouraged to step into greater leadership positions—like directing the camp—I often felt uncertain of my abilities. I worried I might miss something critical or that I’d be ill-equipped. Some responsibilities just felt beyond my scope. So, I stayed in support roles—until life experience and the training I received at Lightwork helped me to open up a new space.

Through years of taking classes and programs—and through the self-reflection and healing that came with regular practice—I began to better understand myself. I started to see that the limitations I had believed were part of who I am were learned patterns—and not permanent truths.

Day by day, over the years, I’ve been letting those limitations go. At some point, I woke up to a new feeling—not only of comfort, but of healthy confidence in the leadership roles I now hold. Today, I help lead some of Lightwork’s programs, including co-facilitating the teacher training, running some staff meetings and supporting operations.  

At a certain point in my studies, there was a pivot I started to make—from solely receiving support to living in an awareness that I had the tools, energy, and insight to give back meaningfully. And through that giving, I began to receive in new ways.

I’m not sure there’s anything more satisfying and precious than first perceiving yourself through a lens of limitation and later discovering a broader, truer version of who you are. Indeed, for me, that journey—in all areas of life—might be one of the deepest reasons we’re here.  

Years ago, from my roots in Alberta, I had a list of things that I wanted to create in this lifetime—a kind of spiritual bucket list. It went something like this:  

• Live outdoors, surrounded by trees.

• Be close to the ocean.

• Laugh.

• Live near the mountains.

• Fall in love with a man who wears fleece coats.

• Share in a like-minded, supportive community.

• Sing.

• Live an active life outdoors, surrounded by nature.

• Contribute to community and society through spirituality—helping to make the world a better place.

Looking back, I’ve come to realize I’ve consciously created each of these experiences in my life, with enormous support from what I’ve learned at Lightwork. I often think of this journey as my best lifetime ever—one of the most fulfilling chapters of my life, and a way of expressing the deep gratitude I feel for how things have taken shape.

And while I know that I owe nothing to Lightwork for all that I’ve received—the gifts of information and support have been so freely and cleanly given—I still feel a depth of gratitude and commitment to paying it forward: honouring what I’ve received by living this work to the best of my ability. And I intend to continue to do just that—as a living thanks.  

To Scott Robinson, Lightwork’s founder and Spiritual Director—my mentor, colleague, and wonderful husband—thank you for your leadership in guiding Lightwork with such integrity, grace, and care. I learn so much from you, personally and professionally, and I’ve seen firsthand how Lightwork is grounded in compassionate, thoughtful practices that support people and communities.

I know I’m one of many students and community members who share this deep appreciation.

Happy 30th, Lightwork!

My deepest thanks.